Wow. Consider the mechanisms used for simple things in our day to day, and then begin to really consider them. That’s all.
I got on the phone the other day and booked a couple of shows. It is the first time I’ve been on the phone or email for months. Things like this were a common daily practice for me, and for a long time, but they have since fallen away. So, check out the schedule and maybe I’ll see some of your pretty faces at a show.
This is exactly how I saw it all going…not. The toll on my mind is only just inside of balance, but delicately on the edge. My feet are planted and my arms are flailing wildly in the air. Sometimes I think I might not come back, but then the temporary calm sets in and everything belongs to being just alright again. I wish I could cut the strings that bind and pull on this puppet heart of mine. I have learned the value of what to express and what not, but I dislike the encumbrance of withholding. We all have these ways that we heal, all these ways that we will – we can be better after all. If we learn what we can take, learn what we can leave – we can be better after all. Oh how we pay, but it buys forgiveness from no one. Oh how I’ve paid, but it buys forgiveness from no one. Oh how I pay still, I will buy forgiveness from no one. Nothing is the only thing I own fully, clearly, and outright. Nothing is all I ask for. I said I would trade it all, but that’s not what I meant. You can take it all for free I’ve already forgiven all your debts. I know maybe you will never forgive mine – you can keep my name in red and I’ll keep towing lines.
The revolutions of life are difficult to exist in. The larger the circle we ride, the faster we come down. The acceleration of it is enough to level your mind at your feet. This, we call the bottom. If we can remember that it is a circle – just remain conscious of it – then we can hold the buckle and slingshot into the up swing. There are a many good and great things about the world we live in. Let’s not be defined by the standards other have created for it. Be well enough then and on your way. It took us all this long to get here – each the same amount of time. And, since we made it this far, we might as well just keep going.