Of course

Our path can stream so many different alternatives and at any point at zero. That means in any instance any number of things can come about. Five months ago I sat down and began the process to work out the details of my life. Since then it’s been one emotive spinning turbulent bubbling motion that forced all possibilities out into the open. Well, most possibilities out. Some are too deep, or too expressive, or too unthought of to be known or thought possible and they are in a group of outliers. What’s more is that all the possible ‘nexts’ are in that same group. So to be ‘of course’ is to be a person that makes the greatest effort to get to the goal set while allowing the journey there to remain free to roam.

Sleeping on couches and floors – two hardwood floors this tour already – has turned the beacon of my desired outcome in no other way but where it was first set. Using strange showers, dissolving our great need for privacy, expanding our comforts to include discomfort – these are the things we are learning how to master. We belong here because it is part of the journey to there. For this knowledge along I am grateful. For knowing that this is the course gives us power over the carrying on. We always get to choose the carrying on anyhow, but to carry the knowledge that we are on the course, although it might be hard and diminishing, lets us have some sense of certainty. Even if that might change it gives the allusion of a mooring – an anchor point.

I do hope you are both free in your decision to remove yourself from all courses and place yourself in all courses – that your own mooring, your own anchoring, will keep you tethered to the flow. Brava.

To Bear

There comes a time when the wait represents the weight. Heavy upon our shoulders we carry uncertainty and that always expanding principal of the unknowns in all their possible outcomes. Perhaps, just like that, as if it were a walk up a hill, the journey enters a clearing. This place where it opens up, the burden set for the legs to know and the lungs to supply has been brought back to a balanced and comfortable state. That I suppose is part of the rise. It’s also where I like to use extra commas.

Moah [form creator of everything] has pushed our journey into a blessed state – that state is rest. We have come to a place where we are, for a moments collection of time where it is pooling and reserving itself, set free to explore the greater depths of rest. Comfortable and spacious. To be clear, we are guests in a cabin home that is directly on a lake. The cabin is beautifully decorated with carvings from a local carver of woods – and they are incredibly magnificent. So many of the carvings and paintings are of bears.

This is a reminder to me to keep the Mozzy’s Cart in motion…

Debate

Our consciousness gives us the ability to debate. It also gives us the ability to be the kind of righteous that is not the proper and good kind of righteous. Being righteous and virtuous is what we should all strive for. This opens up the idea that many threads make the most colorful fabric. We can always find another way and a greater spreading of the mind. Walk steady, listen carefully, and learn about gratitude.

I am sitting now on the floor in a hotel room in Superior, WI. The trio worked at a venue, The Barrel Room, in Duluth last night, and it was a little bit of fantastic. The hotel room was much appreciated after spending our first sub-zero [non mortal combat reference] night in Minot, ND in the van – The Great White Buffalophus. We are now loading out and it is not yet above zero. That is a happy kind of cold that is such a brilliant assault that it forms these pretty great memories. Here we go.

The Rise first against

This last month was heavy and offered little room to breathe and even less room to measure the distance travelled. That distance being a great one, and the outcome of having to travel such a long way is not yet known. They are like blocks of required dimension – one block is not the whole journey – one journey is not the whole story – one story is not the completed quilt of the total – and that total might be part of an evermore. Evermore being something that is ever and more.

This is life. One hurtle, or many, to reach the end of each block. Then, using these blocks, we recognize that we are building something. Parts and pieces of each block can be used and applied to many other blocks, and when a block is complete, when it has been stamped with the official stamp of that great champion, Time, then it is done and also belongs to the evermore.

There will always be more time – maybe not for the purpose of the cause at hand, but still, as long as there is conscious thought enough to acknowledge the passing of something – a motion of sorts – there will be more time.

Das Fiten

What are the good words for???  We are moving in the circular.  For us now, it’s the bigger circle.  Not the great big circle, but a larger one indeed.