Well here it is. I’ve entered the critical countdown phase of things that are only important if I imagine them to be. With only four performances left before I head into a two month guitar and company building-a-th0n, I can feel the tensions in my mind shifting. I am so ready for a music break, but only because of the fight that occurs in my mind about the idea of what success is and what I’ve done or haven’t with it. It’s difficult living in an environment where your allies are also your enemies and the relationship is constantly interwoven forced into tertiary structure. The only thing linear is the pattern of globs.
I imagine that by the time June arrives, I will be over-ready to perform again; that is something I’m very much looking forward to. It will be so nice to have space to writer, record, and produce some new music in an open space. Yah! for that.